Time flows left to right. Period.

Dear super cool analyst with awesome credentials,

If you are making a line chart, everyone expects time axis to move from left to right. Yes the vice president doesn't have the time to go through the amazing labeling you've done.

Either we can spend most of our meeting time discussing why you have put your graph your way or we can get to your recommendation and implement it. We, unfortunately can't do both.


Bharathy

P.S: Just realized I've spent 5 years as an anlayst and that is good enough to dole out advice for the mortals...

My Core Values

My goals, for the most part of my life, have been set by invisible scripts that have been passed on to me. Those goals were based on expectations - from friends, family, society - to study well at school, to get an engineering seat, to get into an MBA institute... And then I joined the workforce. Here the goals are set at various frequencies - based on business needs... After a few years of going with the tide, I ask myself

What are MY goals based on MY needs?

And I set out to answer that question.  As a first step to understanding myself, I took up the values exercise to figure out what my core values are (in case you are thinking of trying to get yours, two links)

A few words that struck me strongly are -

Achievement Attitude Competence Determination Freedom

Inner peace Improvement Integrity Knowledge Learning

Meaning Personal Growth Result-oriented Sincerity Wisdom

From which I filtered out my top 5 core values which I could relate to few other values on the list and these core values made the moments of my life

1. Achievement (Competence)
2. Wisdom (Knowledge / Personal Growth / Improvement / Learning)
3. Determination (Result-oriented / Sincerity / Attitude)
4. Integrity (Inner peace / Freedom)
5. Meaning

• Achievement gives me a sense of fulfillment. Looking back, my proudest moments were moments of achievement - achieving success, achieving solution, achieving resolution, achieving trust, achieving milestones, achieving total failure and the like

• Wisdom gives me direction. The pursuit of wisdom engages me with the walks of my life - family, work, society, spirituality...

• Determination tells me I have free-will. I tells me I have beliefs I am willing to stand for. It helps me in making an keeping commitments

• Integrity gives me happiness. It gives me the inner peace that I have done my best at any point of time given my constraints with the information I possessed at that time

• Meaning saves me from complacency. The pursuit of meaning in everything I do, figuring out how the pieces fit with everything else keeps me going.

Coming up with this list frees me at a certain level. All my time and all my effort from now on need to go into these areas because these are the core values that define me.

I heard our HR director mention that one feels a sense deep sorrow and general dis-satisfaction in life when their core values are compromised. And I have started vouching for that since I have figured out what my core values are.

Expression

These days, I find it very hard for me to express myself. When I go through the old posts, I can't believe it is I (or is it me here, grammatically, no it is I) who wrote them! Is it because I have to be so diplomatic at work? Or have I become so analytical and process bound in thought that I can not express myself without an excel template?

At times I feel even kids express themselves better!

I don't know when I lost this skill and where. But I hope to get it back sometime, over time. Like they say "Your first 10000 photographs are your worst", my first 10000 blog posts are my worst! May be my writing and expression will get better as I cross that number...

But wait a minute, I think I will live till I am 70 may be... That is just 480 months away... 2137 weeks away. So even if I post once a week, my writing still is going to be part of the worst bucket! 

God! My reader, your chances are taken, Amen!

~*~ Bhars

Family ++

The better half and I became proud parents of a baby boy!



... and the roller coaster ride starts!

The Docomo Experience

I came across these Docomo ads for the first time when I came out of the Chennai Central and wondered what category they were. The better half (who spends most of his non-aap browsing time on reading and analysing ads at agency faqs) explained to me that it was the newest entrant to the telecom market and was GSM version for Tata Indicom.

From then on, I had seen these hoardings several times in prominent places across Chennai and Hyderabad. I had seen the ads on TV. They all said 'Why do the old when you can do the new' types. Decent marketing I thought.

Then we went to our friendly neighbourhood kirana this Sunday. The BH picked up a docomo starter connection and asked the seller how it was doing. He replied they were selling like hot cakes. Also there was a 'black' market for new connections where a connection sold at 100% black margin. That triggered our curiosity and we asked whats so special in it. We got to know that the billing was done on a per second basis - that too local and STD calls @ 1 paise per second.

When they have such a great value proposition, why not put it on the ad? Why leave all the spaces blank in those huge hoardings? In this age where brand is the only value proposition most times, these Docomo guys have come up with something really good. Why not use that to acquire customers? What are they expecting? That every potential customer will start a conversation with the kirana guy and get educated on their selling proposition?

I just don't understand this marketing :)

~*~ Bhars

I Exist

Well that's about two months since I posted last. Given my irregularity these days, you are not even going to ask me what happened. I give it to you there! But I will still rant on what I had been doing all these days.

Of course you know I have been busy organizing world's information and making my home. The third thing is what I want to update you on.

The better half has started a blog. It is called All About Presentations. You can access it here. If you are even remotely interested in presentation design or making presentations, this site is going to be of immense help! And I am taking care of the blog - hunting hacks, tips and tricks around for it.

I am wondering something about that blog - even though it has had so many visits and pageviews, why are the comments so low? Can you figure out whats amiss? Gotta fix that one soon...

Till we meet next...

~*~ Bhars

Trip to Puri

We had planned to go to Puri immediately after our marriage in January! This plan made my sister and cousins scrap each other on orkut saying what kind of a 'pazham' I was to go to a pilgrimage place for honeymoon! By the time I got married, I was unwell and the trip got canceled. May be I should say postponed to September.

After arriving at Puri and checking into a hotel, it was around noon we went to see the Lord Jagannath. Amidst great hunger and intolerable heat, we arrived at the temple. There was a whole set of pundits who were after devotees wooing them into making pujas. Apparently that was common in that place. One of the pundits stuck to us like a leech and was bent on making us do some rituals. While I was getting irritated and tense, the better half held his calm and kept answering to all the unsolicited comments that guy gave. Finally the pundit gave up when he understood we were not the type that was going to give in.

Puri Jagannath temple is a small place (but then when you have been to a whole host of temples in the south – Madurai, Kanchipuram, Kanyakumari, Rameswaram, Srirangam, Thiruchendur to name a few and have your home in the city of 'Big' temple, every other temple will seem 'small') divided into smaller temples to give space for different Lords. Even inside the sanctum sanctorum, the devotees were not let be in peace. The leeches were still around. For example, one guy closed his eyes and lied down for a sashtanga namaskaram. One of the pundits ran and stood just in front of his head and gave blessings suddenly. When the guy got up and opened his eyes, he started demanding for money for his blessings. Blame it on the hunger, or the irritation left behind by the rude priests and stalkers or the hot sun – I hardly remember what I saw in the temple.

Post our temple episode, the better half and I went to have some food. After searching for a decent restaurant in the hot sun for more than 30 minutes, we settled for a Oriya restaurant. I should mention here I am hardly a sport when it comes to trying new kinds of food. I went to Udhaipur once and hunted for a south Indian restaurant and had all my meals in the same place hearing the scoldings of friends :D. So I go and order this Oriya food thinking I might have changed someway and that I should be open to eat different kinds of food, experience different cultures bla bla blah. Finally came a meal with rice and potatoes – 4 different ways of cooked potatoes. I managed to finish about 20% of the meal. The better half got me a packet of Sunfeast cream biscuits (I usually hate other brands - being a total Britannia loyalist) which I gulped down to add to the meal and went for a great afternoon nap.

It was 5 in the evening when I woke up and understood the best thing we had done in Puri was to choose a sea facing hotel room (even though you would get rooms at half the rent which are non-sea-facing) in Puri Hotel. The setting sun and the evening breeze were phenomenal. We went for a walk in the seashore and slowly started forgetting the frustrations of the day. As the sun set we moved away from the sea to the shopping areas. The initial idea was to just ask for a few prices and buy some stuff if they were reasonable. Oh boy, we bought a big bag full of stuff for under 500. The handloom tops and kurtas were awesomely priced. While there was bargaining that won in the seashore shops, the formal shops in the city had fixed prices – the prices were so low you wont even think of bargaining. It was some fulfilling shopping experience that filled our bag with clothes, some bags, purses, some showcase items and other junk stuff.

Watching the sun rise from the horizon is a divine experience indeed. I remember seeing the sun rise from the sea in Kanyakumari. I thought of it and both of us woke up at 5 and sat by the balcony awaiting the morning sun. But it was a day with a lot of clouds and we couldn't get a full view of the sunrise. But the slow spread of the rays made our day anyway! We went to the sea for a morning walk and started our day.

We were on our way to Konark by 9 in the morning. It is about 40Km from Puri, taking hardly an hour's ride. We went to Konark to see only one place. The sun temple. No wonder Orissa tourism has chosen this as its USP. It is by itself beauty personified. And with God watering the temple just after we arrived added as a special effect. I don't know how long it is going to stand – already lot of engineering work is being done to keep it safe. I'm so glad we went!

So are you thinking of going to Puri? My verdict is GO! A few tips -

• Stay in a sea facing room
• Be prepared for eating more. Something in Puri's air makes you hungry.
• Take an extra shopping bag. You will want to buy lot of stuff.
• Visit Konark and the beach.

Happy Journey!

~*~ Bhars

Of difficult times…

When every index worth its while comes down crashing, I suppose it is a difficult time for all who have some market investments, Vishal and Suhas included.

The past 1.5 years have been a great learning for me as far as markets is concerned. (When you have internet and no work and all social networking sites are blocked, I suppose watching the market rise and fall is a great hobby) I started investing officially sometime start of 2007. I did not know anything about the market when I started. So I stuck to mutual funds. One thing led to the other and I ended up with a bunch of funds by end of the year including a tax saver fund bought when BSE was at 21000 :) Oh yeah a demat account to trade shares was opened on 3rd Jan 2008. By end of 2008, I have seen, learnt and understood (hopefully) how the markets work! Wonder if it all were staged just for me ;-)

The stocks I thought had hit the bottom and bought started hitting new bottoms the next day. The stocks that I thought reached their peaks and exited started rallies or stayed put there! Well if only I sold the stocks I bought and bought the ones I sold, I'd have been a great investor now ;-) When I login to my demat account these days, it asks me 'Bharathy, do you really, really really want to see your portfolio? Are you sure?' and then shows me the shades of darkest reds possible!

Ever since I bought my first mutual fund, I started advising everyone I know to put their money in the market ;-) One of my managers at Dell – in spite of being a financial risk expert and years of project financing experience – says a strict no to markets. I tried to convince him it was a great way to diversify his funds… I am glad he didn’t listen to me. My dad, a wonderful banker – doesn’t have a demat account – except for managing my sister’s account once in a while. Another person I tried to convert and failed. My previous functional manager – another guy who saved his money by not heeding to my advice :D

When you see a 10K investment grow to 16K on your first fund in under one year, you tend to do that! You don’t start asking a 'Why' when you haven’t seen downsides at all... You don’t start by asking 'What is your financial objective' or 'What is your investment timeframe'. You just 'invest' at 60% per annum!!! You talk about 'concentration' putting eggs in a single basket. You start giving financial advice to every single person you meet in the cab. And yeah, one of the cab conversations I overheard – when two salesreps where talking… One said ‘stock market is a great thing. We all must start our demat accounts. Even if we get JUST 5000 per month, its extra money, no?’

When Sensex went down to 19000 from 21000, I was in a deep asset allocation dilemma. Whether to extend my loans and invest my money or just pay the loans off with the spare cash? Of course the market had a 'crucial support' at 18924 ;-) Somehow my instincts led me to believe 'even if you miss a 50% investment opportunity, you meet your obligations first' - that old fashioned scenario of giving up 'investment' opportunities to clear credit first you know! So, I finished off my earnings in paying back loans and missing great opportunity at 18000, greater opportunity at 16000 and whatever at 14000.

I loved ‘One up on wall street’ by Peter Lynch when I read it first. Now, I am thinking of making it a Bible for financial markets. When I read it in late 2007 where the markets were up up and away, some of what he says looked like a bit outdated - like pearls of wisdom from the past century. Of course this century is the technological marvel… You can just make 60-70% a year just like that! Now with sensex down at 10000 odd from 21000 odd a year ago, those pearls remain pearls instead. I also get reminded of reading Warren Buffet say most people get rich by investing in them than by trading in the stock market... May be that is true as well.

One thing that strikes me so hard over this period is the brokerage ratings - when sensex was at 21000, they predicted 28000 by year end. Now the same guys say 8500... ICICI bank was a great buy at 1200 with a target of 1400. Yesterday its price was 300 odd. Well that’s why Lynch says 'Analysis' has to be done by self. Or maybe just index investing is a good strategy without much analysis... Ya, some difficult time this is - to clarify for oneself what one wants to achieve financially!

I wonder about all those 'early retirement' guys. What are they doing now? Whatever would have lasted for 40 years they thought would now last only 20 years? May the best way to retire early is to get a job you love - you just don’t have to work a single day!

I got my peak of fears when I saw 300 people queued in ICICI bank to withdraw their savings. I did not have much left to withdraw is a different issue, but that is even possible! In today's technology and advancements in finance, that is a possibility one should consider. It was worse than the only bank run I've ever seen (in 'Its a wonderful life' movie). While I'm worried about my job, the better half's job, the economy, the slowdown, the crisis, I am thankful in a few ways...

I am glad - none of my father's or grandfather's savings are there in the market. For them life is as usual - at least financially. Just fighting inflation is all they have to do

I am glad - I had seen 'a black swan' right at the start of my investing history (in just a year and half that is). Now I know what is possible... atleast I will account for it somewhere.

I am glad - it happened when I am near 30 and not when I am near 60.

Thank you Peter Lynch, Warren Buffet and Taleb for educating me by your words, SUCH crashes are possible.

Thank you God for everything else :)

~*~ Bhars

Organizing World's Information

I know I haven't been writing for long now. Mostly because of frustration and partly because of active job search :). A quick post here to share my search ends here - as I move on to Google as a business analyst.

God bless!

~*~ Bhars

Me, the internet and the long tail...

A few days back, I came across THE LONG TAIL blog. I was much impressed by the concept and the thoughts of the author. Promptly, I went and ordered a copy of the book on landmark. As I read the book, I looked back at my own experience with the internet...

I had my first email account somewhere in the year 1999 when a friend of mine created one for me. I sent an email to his account and he replied back. And that account was forgotten. When I was doing my internship in AUKBC a center for internet technologies (then), my friends were telling me I should be proud of my 24 hour connection to internet. I told them I was coding AES in Java and that did not need internet connection. And ya I did not even connect to the net in those two months...

Then I entered the corporate world in 2002 and started coding in ASP. I was good enough to google for code bits and search how to fix apache and jrun when they did not seem to work... I learnt more of my HTML, Javascript, VBScript, ASP, etc from W3Schools than from the SSi course that I went to learn from. Ya I registered for classroom courses for Java - which I think I should have learnt from home with a book. I did that for linux programming though.

In 2003 I advanced enough to search for whatever would help me in cracking the CAT. I joined Pagalguy which took more than fairs hare of my days time but added more than fair share of my CAT knowledge as well. Had an online bank account... Ordered something from eBay.

Then came 2004 IIMA - 24 hours of internet and full use of the computer to get anything to complete assignments, chatting with long lost friends, blogging, orkut, gmail, etc. Big time online fund management (had to count every penny in every account to make ends meet then), online credit card bill payments, eBay shopper, etc...

Then started work in 2006... Keeping track of blogs became a difficult thing, hence switched to RSS reader... My friends who used to write diappeared from their online worlds... Suddenly all the information was there - but time became a premium... I became information overloaded... So cut back on internet time...

Today I use internet for work related searches, code syntax (I still code sometimes - ASP, VBA), bills payment, funds transfer, trading / investing / tracking stocks, reading blogs, shopping for books... the last one in particular comes handy in Hyderabad. Earlier in Bangalore, I will walk to landmark in forum and I know I will get the books that are in my list. Here, I am yet to find such a store which carries that amount of variety. Also driving back and forth in the traffic!!! The equation is all in favour of online order in landmark!!!

The book also brought to my notice, the field of self-publishing (Lulu) When I read the paragraph on that, I ran and grabbed the computer from the better half and started browsing on what it is... It struck me hard that I could write a book and get it published for under Rs.10,000. Till then I thought of writing a book as a dream that would never get fullfilled in my lifetime unless I improve my writing 10000%. Now I can just get it published for under.... God!!! I was so enlightened about this I couldn't go back to reading this book, but kept on dreaming when I would write and what I would about... (reminds me of calvin writing his autobiography in 2 sheets of paper)

So all in all I had a great time reading this book... and understood so much about web 2.0 (which might not have been the author's intention)

~*~ Bhars

P.S: Going by this book, this blog is in the loooooong end of the tail, but still useful enough for a few who come in here everyday... Thanks readers!